Monday, September 25, 2006
feel very tired these days...
time is nvr enough...
y cant i bear a smile in me these time?
y do problems have to be there?
am i sensitive?
looking at thing at things ard me...
life isnt as simple as i tot it is...
feel like giving up nursing...
how?
what can i do?
somebody pls help...
| a simple day. 4:39 PM
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
these few days been working....after work,go work.though the pay is quite little itis better than nothing but things happened yesterday....after so many days of hard work,i lost my wallet after work....sianz...it is really unbelievable...where do i lost it?inside got quite a number of impt things...sianz...y am i so clumsy?sianz....got nag by my sis after work due to the lost wallet...sianz...after one whole day of school and work still gotta listen to her nag...y do i work?y do i work so hard?if its not becoz of the family,will i have to work while i am still studying?i work is also coz of her....sometimes i really dun know what she wan from me...feeling very hopeless these days....am i in depression?y do i have to be in the centre of everything?i think for others and do others know how i feel?sometimes it is not that i dun wan to talk to her but it is jus that everytime i talk to her,she will sure say things that make me feel that i am very hopeless....haiz....
| a simple day. 1:41 PM
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Friday, September 08, 2006
yesterday was napfa test...i was having fun there...though i know i definitely will fail de but i wanna try my best...i was stunted when i saw my mentor there.she drop by to encourage us.there were 1o of us in a group.so weak(like me) so strong...for those weak one,the rest encourages us to achieve our expected expectations...we encourages each other...this is the first time i saw few of us so united...as for the 2.4km..i cant make it already at the 5th round but i still continued.i didint expect that the one who encourages me and give me the motivation is sa sa,zahra and sarita...thanks for encouraging me to complete the 2.4km..though it was beyond the time limit...i am so touch....maybe i expected it was someone closer to me...who did that...but nevertheless i am glad to have them giving me the support esp my mentor...she wans me to finished it.thanks...my body slowly aches...i think it is due to not enough stretching...my final result is i failed2.one is standing board jump and the other is pull up...wahaha....it doesnt matter to me anyway but i found one thing here...is the unity.
| a simple day. 12:25 PM
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
today i was like still thinking will our mentor still be upset abt what happened.i was happy to see her smile today....so happy.i wish to see her cheerful smile everyday....i was disappointed in what some of my friends said abt her...now then i know thats is how they think of her after this incident...well,i cant control what they think of her but i believe that she isnt what they tot she is....i have my own point of view abt her...
now at library...plan to study but i nkwo when i study alone i sure fall asleep....haiz...no one acc me....brendy is having her attachment till 4.30 and siew went out with some of hewr uni friends....maybe its time for me to really get serious....i cant play or slack anymore coz time is very limited...as i said before,exams are jus next month and i dun think i have time much time of i start studying only at oct...since i have time now,y dont i start studying a bit...hmm...
| a simple day. 3:12 PM
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
i slept quite late yesterday and nearly overslept due to the weather.the weather was so nice to sleep but i cant be late for my class coz if late,got fine...later at the class,lec was very disappointed with our class coz none of us wish her happy teachers' day...which is quite sad also and moreover lots of things make her very upset. she finally expressed her feelings.this is the first time see her so depressed.
msg to jessica,dun be sad....i know i am a weak student but i will do my very best out of it.though teachers' day is over and it may mean alot to you but jus wan you to know that i never hated you.you are a good and nice mentor.keep up the good job as a mentor.i really appreciate you.you were there to consel me when i am almost cant make it in this course.you gave me the encouragement in continuing this course.thanks...i apologised for not wishing you happy teachers' day.i dun know if you will drop by my blog to read this but i hope you do....i wish to see your smile again :).
| a simple day. 11:05 AM
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Monday, September 04, 2006
so fast one week break has over....i wanna have more holidays but too bad...today hafta got to school..i was slightly late for the lec but luckily the lec havent start her class...today having lab...and jessica wasnt in a good mood....she looks very serious...this makes me really think i should be more serious...but still i am so slack :p.today after lunch had a short meeting...hopefully things will go on smoothly....now let me tell you guys wat i did last wk...
last lastfriday,hmm...wat did i do???oh no..i forgot...
sat,went to school quite late..coz afternoon then we gathered together to japanese primary school at clementi...not really having fun there coz was most of the tiome taking care of the stuffs...didnt get the chance to see the rest perform coz the view isnt good enuf...then there comes the traditional dance...didnt dance the first few but in the end ok la...got to enjoy abit....glad that the freshies actually enjoy themselves....took some pic with them....hope that there can continue their hyperness and enthusiasm in jmd...keep jmd alive....went back home with some of them and get to know them better...though i seldom got jmd and seems not active but i really hope to do my best in keeping jmd alive..no conflirt and back stabbing each other...to me,we are of one whole family...we do concern abt each other...if got anything,just say out...and we learn from mistakes...we are there to help each other...msg to freshies(whoever knows my blog),if got anything you can ask us anytime....we dun care you are good or bad...we will be there to help you out....as long as you are willing to learn and we are willing to teach...:)
sunday,nth much.working whole day...
lastmonday,find siew to study...she acc me till 5pm then sun took over and we had lunch together.then continue to study...but i was distracted..hehe....wen thome abt 9+pm.
tuesday and
wed stayed at home....but wed evening went to interview at hyatt hotel...after that we walked ard far east.
thursday,went out only at night to eat dinner then go orchard to get the keys to open the booth in friday.then met a a friend of mine..we chat till quite late.
friday,working...
sat,morning went jmd then acc gin go tampiness then go orchard walk walk till quite late..
sunday,final day of the holiday...went to anna's church...FCBC.then went tampiness to shop for clothers and shoes.brendy started her attachment today so she wanna buy so formal wear for her attachment...ahe gets so excited abt it...i think its the first time she go for attachment ba..for me no feeling coz used to it le....after that went to have tea with ying and alvin at orchard.went home quite late....ard 12...
i have 3 more presentations to go...two on wk 24,which is jus two wks away and the other on wk 26,four wks away.....then if i am not mistaken i will be having pratical and theory test on wk 24 and then there comes the nightmare...the EXAMS...at the end of oct....
times passes real fast....still have two more month of study before going attachment again....
| a simple day. 2:53 PM
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