Friday, April 28, 2006
Grade Point Average : 1.860
HS2034 NURSING SCIENCE IIA D+
HS2035 NURSING SCIENCE IIB C
HS2043 CLINICAL LABORATORY IIA C
HS2056 RESEARCH METHODS D+
HS2079 BEHAVIOURAL SCIENCE 2A C
HS2081 BIOLOGICAL SCIENCE 2A C
the above are my results for this sem.my wish comes true.no more supp paper.thanks god...i was so so wori abt my results.i even dreamt of wat i get.i will be back in singapore in a fews days time.i couldnt find any thing here for u guys...hope u guys don mind....well,this sem de results....quite satisfying except for my hs2081...this is the last semester taking bio and i was aiming for a b but i got c..better than f la...really need to jia you next sem.my gp is only 1.86...sianz......try to aim higher.from the day i entered poly,i wish to go into uni but as i go on my poly,i decided not to coz of my lousy results.well..its all my fault coz i slack too much..all the best to my friends having exams now and also to kkl family,hope u all get good grades.
| a simple day. 1:50 PM
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Friday, April 14, 2006
after few days in brunei,i only wne tout once wif my friends...all i do in brunei is eat,sleep and watch tv..i miss my dear dear very very much...and also kkl family...in brunei,i have a simple life with not much entertainment..so u guys can image how my life will be here now...everyday got to hear dear dear voice only...cannot meet him.....sianz...wonder what is he doing in singapore...really miss him alot.his exams are jus round thre corner...i hope that he is preparing for his exams...as for myslef,results will be out nxt wk...no eyes to see..pass can le la....dear,u mus ganbatte...u mus have more confident in urself...jia you...i pray that u pass all modules...really miss you alot....
| a simple day. 8:13 PM
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
now i am at jb airport serving net.still to wait for two more hrs before i go back brunei.
friday was the last day of our paper.the papers was sucks.all my fault coz i dun really haf the mood to study for this paper...the day before the exam,max and i studied at school but both of us cant concentrate...we slack ard...walk here walk there.when i reached home,i tried to study but still cannot go in...sianz...after the exams,we went to bugis walk walk....before that i accompany ying ying go newton.she brings few of her friends along too coz they wanna work part time banquet.ying ying forgot to bring her student pass...but in the end,she wne t home take.dont know she got the job or not.after that i went to find ni ni and max...ni ni nearly got bang by a bus..very dangerous...ni ni next time cross the road mus hold pa pa hands oh....:p.we went arcade and walk ard.i bought a earphone for my mp3.all of us were very tired coz i took a long time to decided which earphone to buy...sori to make u guys so tiring...max supposed to meet hos dear but in the end,he cancelled coz of us...he said accompany me and ann walk ard before we go back to our respective country...later at the night,left onlne,cat,me,ni ni and max...we bought 2 bottles of hoock and it wasnt enuf so max and ni went to buy vokka...i like the lime vokka...i wanna drink but ni ni dun wanna let me drink...:( coz i told them i got a little headache..catherine's cheek very pink....catherine took bus home and the three of us took cab...it was a mascedes cab...wah...on that day,dear went out wif his friends to ktv...and went home quite late.
ytday,went out wif dear and friends to watch ice age2...ice age2 quite nice...at first dear intend to go home after the movie but he stayed over to shop wif me a while.ytday night,i told him what i feel and in the end.....i cried again.i think he didnt know.y do i cry??while talking to max on the phone...tears ran down my cheeks..y??i wanted to overcome my fear..but how???
today,after thinking through...i decided not to break coz i know i still love him and dun wanna let go.dear,lets work together to overcome the fear that i had...
| a simple day. 10:56 AM
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
yesterday,i actually told dear how i feel abt this relationship.after he read the msg,he called me...while i was talking on the phone,i tried to hold back my tears coz i told him before that i wont cry for him but in the end i cried...the more i said,the more i cried..omg..y does tears come down from my eyes??does this shows how impt he is to me???does this shows how much i love him??we knew the problem to this...the problem lies in me.i have not enuf confident in myself and thus leding to no fate in him...i am jus afraid to get hurt again...after all this time,i still cant get over that hurt i had before.y??y am i so emotional??yesterday i sounded like wanna break like that...actually i ever tot of this issue before but in the end i decided to tell him wat i actually feel before i make any decisions.
i know you care for me.i know you wori abt me...the more you treat me good,the more i scare...i jus dun know y..i will try my best to overcome the fear that i had now.dun wori abt me...
| a simple day. 9:00 AM
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Monday, April 03, 2006
my first paper was psychology...hmm...it was predicted that the piaget theory will come out.the paper was one hr but i took half an hr to write one questions..omg...i left half an hr to do the other questions and mcqs..i didnt write much for the other question.the mvqs was very tough...this was the first time i stayed till the end of the exam finished.after the paper,i went to play pool wif xiao di.max was suposed to meet her girl girl but dun know y in the end didnt meet.so he became emo.....and think lots of stuff.we played for abt two hrs then continue study our bio...omg...still haf lots to study...
on sat,me and xiao di study hs2034 at school.we were discussing lots and lots of things abt pregnancy.we studied till abt 5pm then went to haf our dinner then pool at amk again....i am supposed to meet dear but in the end nvr meet up coz he got things to do and i dun wanna kacau him.i then became emo coz i really miss him alot...and think lots and lots of things....so in the end i went home quite early...then online for abt an hr...chat wif yk...long time we nvr chat le...talk to her abt my things and she tells me abt her things...i wasnt in a good mood that day.sori dear....i know i sounded fierce but i am not that scary after all,rite?;)
on sunday,me,cat and cat went to max house to study hs2034.all of us were concentrating..very serious oh...then in the end,we took a break coz hungry le...hehe...then continue till abt 7pm.we went to eat dinner together....after that i went to find dear dear...really miss him alot...we meet for a while only then hafta go home le coz i got exam at 10am on monday...i reached home abt 12am..then study abit then cant take it le then go sleep intending to wake up at 5am to study but.....
on monday,woke up at 8am...refuse to wake up.didnt flip thru anything.after shower,i went to school le...i surrender le...i dun wanna read anymore..the more i read,the more i stress...today's paper was not wat i expected...the mcqs was easy but i got lots of careless mistakes here and there...abt the short answer questions.....i tried to answer all but all answers i give is all rubbish coz that wasnt what i expected will come out so in the end,i jus read through those topic only....sianz...after that we(hannah,max and i)went to play pool again....and also played arcade...long time didnt played arcade le....now planning to study bio but not in the mood.how???still haf two more papers to go....
dear is having a presentation today..hope he dun be so nervous.relax abit...i know u can do it de..miss ya...
| a simple day. 3:37 PM
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Saturday, April 01, 2006
do u know how wori am i ant ur work?though i feel like meeting you but i know i cant be so selfish expecting you to acc me..so i decided to give you time to do ur work and to study also but in the end...knowing how you spend your day....i am really disappointed.i cant control u much also.but i wan you to know that i dun wish to see you failling any modules...i really wan you to work extra hard for it.repeating isnt a good thing.do you know that it will takes few thousand dollars??i dun wan you waste those few thousand dollars jus like tat...dear....pls...put it extra effort into ur work...time is very limited for you.
| a simple day. 9:11 PM
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