Saturday, March 25, 2006

taiwan and singapore fighting.brunei pp saw singapore being bullied so they go and help.taiwan pp show atitude to brunei pp.brunei pp dont like it and this is how brunei and taiwan war begins...it ended up to make the whole of brunei flooded.brunei pp became more angry.singapore pp tried to bring peace between taiwan and brunei but unsuccessful...taiwan and brunei tried to talk things out but it didnt turn out well so......in the end brunei pp still against taiwan pp...

this is the first time i ever get so so so angry.i think i as a friend i did too much things.i shouldnt have....care so much also,no use.in the end,wat happened??for those who see me angry,i know i am atitude ytday...sori.pls....nvr try to make me angry again.starting today,pls let me cool down...though things has quiet down,i still not yet cool down...jus that it that i am xiao chi.

ytday,supposely go out wif kkl but in the end nvr go coz going to study.if no war happened,i might consider joining them.so i went to find dear..but in the end,he cant come out.so sad....i talked to him on the phone...i was ok de but then when i reached home.i bloged...i got angry again and cried while blogging.y i cried?tears jus ran down my cheeks.after i offline.trying to talk to my dear but he slept le....couldnt sleep well...

ann,really sori to say this to you.....i might hurt you.i can nvr get along wif him.i dont ike his atitude.i will not cool down so easily...starting today,i wont care so much abt whats going on between you two.let him be the one who care for you ba...i cant do much also since he is so unreasonable.maybe i did too much,as a friend...i am jus doing what a friend should do.i got wrong ma?jus let me cool down.sori.....to say this,when you jus started,i was trying to acccept him...i am looking for him to proof to me that he is a good bf but he proof me wrong.i saw his true colours...

| a simple day. 9:16 AM
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Monday, March 13, 2006

it has been a while i lasted blog...many things happen this days.when i see her cried for few days,i felt her pain.i know it hurts her alot....i know tat isnt hat she wan so thats why i asked her this question(are u sure u wanna make this decision?)lots and lots of time.and she told me yes....since she insisted,i have nothing much to say.decision is hers.what i can advise her is once decision is made,make sure u don regret....though she may look happy outside but she feel lost inside...now i believe that she can look for someone better.

today,i took cab to school coz i was extremely late for school...i was suppose to be in school at 7.20am but i lay on the bed till 7.10pm.omg....i quickly packed up my stuff and took cab and reached school abt 7.55pm....i wore very formal today due to a presentation.it is unlike the usual presentation...later in the evening,we(max,hannah and i)went to play pool at cuppage....

i was thinking whether should i go back brunei or not...i really miss home.miss my parents and grandma...i am sure they miss me too...but go back need $$...wat should i do???

abt jmd,i didnt go jmd for quite a long time coz got lots of test last few wks...this wks i got assessment...die lo....i really need to practise.....next two wks i am going to haf my exam...i think i will do quite badly this semester coz i am slacking...die....

| a simple day. 12:59 PM
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Sunday, March 05, 2006

my birthday.....countdown

on friday i worked till 11pm.wedding again....sing fu de ni ren....i practised on my gripping and i realised that i really need more practise...after that i call dear dear...then i decided to go look for him coz many things are bothering me....so i spoke to him abt my problems.i passed 12mn in the train...dear dear gave me a necklace...shocked....coz i told him not to buy anything...then we discussed on other matters...my tone changed and eyes went wet while discussing abt those things...i really dun know what i should do....i went home abt 3pm.

on the actual day,i am supposed to meet dear at 12pm but in the end i met him ard 1235hrs....i tried calling him few times on the phone but cant get thru him...i am pissed off that time coz i was very hungry that time...when i finally got him on the phone i was so cool....then after that we went to bugis to have our lunch....then we decided to watch movie....before the movie....i saw 'someone'.i was so shocked when i saw him there at that time(in which i shouldnt be seeing him at that time).i was very angry coz he is there wif his friends and not his gf???i nearly cried....and really confused...should i tell my friend that i saw her bf there??what should i do??then i went to watched big mama house2.....not really concentrating coz was thinking abt many things at that time.....at the end of the show,i cried coz very touching....sianz....cry again....after that go shop ard the suddenly found a box in my bag....inside got bracelet and earrings....omg.....he bought it for me again???omg.....thanks dear....dinner was at pizza hut....after that went to dear's friend bbq.chit abit wif his german friends....after that we were at mac chatting....trying to settle my friend's problem....when we told her that we saw his bf,she was shocked also....and cried....

to my dear:thanks for spending the day wif me...i wan you to be urself...i believe in you.i believe in my own eyes...to me,honesty is the best policy....being together is a matter of trust....can i put all my hopes into u and be with you now and forever?i know i do love you more than i expected...hope this will last forever...

| a simple day. 1:26 AM
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Wednesday, March 01, 2006

so many things to write....

last sat and sun i worked as banquet at shreton hotel.wen intro me in de....sat i worked till 12am and as for sun i worked till 2am...the nxt day,body aching(rigth side).well,i think i really need to earn $ so i think i will work for quite long.both of the days,the functions are wedding...so sing fu....wehn i got to see the bride and the groom...so sweet......wonder when will be my turn standing on the stage and become a sing fu de wife...hmm....think too much le :p.

on mon,i studied at school wif the rest of the kkl member.i didnt haf much energy to do things coz my right side is aching....after studying,we went to bishan and we took neo print...the neo print is wif max...it is really a rare chance that we can go out and take pic together..i ..i bought a e-oh(dun know how to spell) for hannah and the rest was complained.after that i went to cck meet brendy for dinner....and we went k-box after dinner.we sang till 11pm...

on tues,my birthday celebration wif kkl...i reached early...i waited at cuppage for abt 10min.they bought cake for me and it is a chocolate cake somemore....very delicious....we took a lot of pic and max took video of us...each of them got special dedications for me.i was very touched.after that we went to play pool till ard 8pm..then go lau pa sa eat dinner...how i wish dear was there but he got things to do.i really miss him coz didnt see him for few days le...after eating at lau pa sa,we went to singapore river and chat abit and watchewd the video that max took...after that we went to tcc and chat...on the way back home whhile listening to graduation by vitamin c,i cried...i was very touched by what they did...thanks kkl for making my 21st birthday so special...knowing u guys is my greatest gift...thanks a lot....

to kkl:
graduation lyrics
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

1 - As we go on
We rememberAll the times we
Had togetherAnd as our lives changeCome whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Repeat 1

La, la, la, la…Yeah, yeah, yeahLa, la, la, la…

We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

| a simple day. 10:30 AM
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