Thursday, February 23, 2006
on tues,i am supposed to go cwp but in the end,we didnt go coz i was very tired and weak....feel very dizzy during lab...yesterday,after school,i went to study with dear at woodland point...at 1st,we were ok de but then when we had dinner,we didnt say a single thing...both of us very quiet....i tried to talk to him but he refused to talk so finally i give up so i also didnt talk..i was thinking to talk to him again but i really haf no idea how to make him talk again...but in the end,he started to talk to me again coz i looked as if i am angry...hehe...sori dear....after that,we went back to study and i was there fa dai-ing...
clinical lab test in coming soon and also follow by research test....clinical lab theory test is on 8 march and research is on 9 march...sianz...not in the study mood now coz next week is break wk...hehe...starting this sat i will be working as a banquet.hopefully it turns out well....my birthday coming....tues i will be celebrating it with the kkl group at wild wild wet....i nvr been there before.looking forward for this day to come...
| a simple day. 2:25 PM
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
past few days....
on sat,in the morning i went to jmd.we learn foot work and i went off early coz join max and ann to study.we are supposed to meet at 12pm but delayed until 1pm then meet up.we went to haf lunch then to study at mac(dun know where)..some ulu place.wahahah......then we dismissed ard 6 to eat our dinner.we chat for abt an hr+.then i met dear to sudy again...so stress...
on sun,max,hannah and me went to ann's house to study again...i and max meet 1st.on the way to ann's house we did smth very stupid....putting to different headsets wif the same song and different rhythm...we stayed there till quite late...later in the night,we haf dinner wif ann's family.her mum actually interviewed each of us....oh....actually planned to meet dear but its too late le so didnt meet up.i couldnt sleep well coz nxt day is bio pract test...
on mon,bio prac test!!!!it was sucks.at 1st p-lanning to score A but in the end after the test....i was disapponted.lots and lots of careless mistake....in the evening,i met dear for dinner...then we watched pink panther...that show was stupid lo....very funny.....after that we went to mac to sit a while then i found out that i LOST my hp...i and brendy wnet back to the cinema to look for it but couldnt find.how???how should i tell my sis??how should i tell my parents???i think i haf no choice but to buy a new line...anad also phone...thinking to sign line or use prepaid card??sianz.....
| a simple day. 10:34 AM
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
on valentine's day itself,i bought myself a pair o new shoe whih cost abt $26.it is time to change my image coz i been thinking to change image for a long time but dun know how and finally i got an idea.an,max and hannah gae comments and i started to slowly change.it is for my own good also.now i got to watch wat i eat...esp in school coz ann they all have been controling my diet..sad coz cannot eat chocolates and also ice cream any more....:(.after my class at 8pm,i met dear dear at woodland.i saw him with a green plastic bag and i tot it will be a soft toy(small bear) but when i opened it,i was very shocked coz he actually bought for me roses(in which i told him not to).wah.....got very touched.then he said he wanted to go to cold storage to buy smth so i acc him then meet brendy and wj..he didnt meet them first coz he doest want to be light bulb...hehe...on the way to cold storage,he gave me another thing...i was extremely shocked when i received it.it was a mp3..omg....unbelievable.really cant believe that he actually bought it...at 1st i tot he give me a thumb drive but when i saw the word 'mp3' i was stunt...then i asked him how much and he refused to tell me...i asked is it more than $50 but less than $100 but and he gave me a very forcecul smile then i was like oh no.....it must haf costs moer than $100..i finally knew the price yesterday.we went to mac to eat our dinner coz all the places were full of pp.we planned to eat at kfc or pizza hut but in the end dun wanna wait so end up at mac....after dinner,we went to the playground(in which i think there will not be lots of pp)but we saw lots of couples....we talked and chat till ard 11pm then go home coz he needs to go home do his hw..
i feel that he shouldnt have buy so expensive things for me....thanks for everything and this is my 1st valentine's day wif him...my birthday is coming....yeah....coming 21yr....old liau..:(.i will be celebrating it wif ann there all on 28 feb and siew there all on wed nite....(i think).on my actual birthday,i think i will make myself free(hopefully he can also) :).at 1st wanted to booked chalet but as i think dun wan la coz need lot of effort.y not celebrate it in a more simple way and have more fun...
| a simple day. 7:08 PM
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
tml after school i am going to watch movie 'i am not stupid2'wif either ying ying or anson(all of us are in the same lab class but ying ying didnt talk to him).of course i wan both of them to go but ying ying said she will consider 1st...at 1st,my original plan was going movie wif kian hou but he suddenly said he cant make it coz he got ca on wed so plan was cancellled but now find other pp to watch wif me....coz dear dear watch wif his friends le.a lot of pp said that movie is great.max told me that it is very touching...ann and hannah watched until they cry...i wondered will i cry tml...haha....hopefully no. recently nn group is back again...so happy to see all of us back together again..eat lunch and chit chatting and even encourage each other.now not only the nn group is back,we have addition pp in the group..which is max...he is ann's alarm clock..haha...he is the one who encourages ann to attend all the lecture for all the modules..esp morning lecture.he is our part of our jie mei...hehe...he has many other names like maxie,ming ming,toh ming ming and ni ren...wahah....sometimes we(ann,hannah and me)fight over him coz each of us wan him to sit beside us during lecture....sometimes i think he is very ke lian...coz got bullied by us...wahaha...his books are full of drawing coz no matter who he sits besides,each of us will left a drawing in his books...
| a simple day. 2:41 PM
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
i will be haviong my bio prac on 20 of feb but until now i havent start.still have a lot to study.how??recently not in a mood to study...valentine's day is jus two days away...hmm....wonder what will dear buy for me???but i dun wish to get anything from him...as long as he treats me well,i satisfied le.dun wan him to waste $ to buy flowers.for me,flowers die easily and it is a waste of $ to buy.sometimes i wonder
1)am i worth him spending so much $ on me?
2)am i affecting his studies?
3)am i adding into his burden?
4)am i being unreasonable?
5)am i selfish?
6)am i a demanding?
there are other more questions but i only tot of these few for the time being...maybe i think too much la...but i know u bring a smile in my face.thanks..
| a simple day. 11:18 PM
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Friday, February 10, 2006
is there something wrong wif our relationship?i realy dun know.i am really sick and tired of going ard searching for Mr.right.i dun wanna get hurt again....i really wish that u are the one that i can be wif but are you ready for any relationship?i really dun know what decision should i make.if i said i wanna go on,i really scare the end result will be like before.if i decide to break,is this really what i want?i really dun know how...can somebody help me?i know,the only person who can help me solve the problem is myself....i dun wish to start a relationship which i think there isnt any outcome.maybe what i told myeslf is true.i can be a good friend but i cant be a good girlfriend...at first i decided to start a relationship with u coz i believe u will be the one who make my life shine again.haiz..........what can i do???should we take tis oppurtunity to cool down and think over what we really wan or should we jus be friends only??i am trying not to put so much hope onto you and today then i realised that i actually do put lots of hope into this relationship and u.
problem solved...things go on...
2day shs was giving out valentine day flowers.i put a note then got a flower...rose lagi...wah....very nice.red colour some more....then i saw jennifer...a friend that i knew from attachment...i gave her the red one and exchange for a pink one instead.pink one also ot bad but now almost like death flower coz it follow me wherever i go....wahah....whole day was very down until i settled the problem.
| a simple day. 3:09 PM
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Monday, February 06, 2006
friday was chingay review at orchard...i wasnt very hgh that day but when it came to the actual day,i went super high...wah...so many pp.but the sad thing is on the actual day,i rained quite heavily and all of us went under the tree...luckily it stopped wehn we were abt to performed.all of us were so high.we were playing 'tagobushi'(dun know how to spell) and took some pic wif the japanese pp and also other pp from other float...during that night after the parade,we went back to jas and haf a supper(also jmd reunion dinner).all of us seems to be enjoying ourselves...i can feel that steve is trying to make this event a great one.he recorded the event and took lots and lots of pic....i hope this event can be a memorable one..but too bad,we were not given chingay t-shirt this yr...the t-shirt was better than before.i was chingay t-shirt!!!!!yesterday haf meeting at civic centre(woodlands) then study for whole day..wanna die lo coz there are lots to study...today hs2034 presentation...hmm....going on quite well(i think).lecturer didnt comment much...dun know good thing or bad thing.jus now wne tot sumo house again to eat lunch with ann,joanne,yan ni,max and hannah.we saw a traffic accident at junction of amk bus interchange.one of the bus over-turn and i cant image how's the driver.all the glasses all over the floor...omg...as for the other bus,it isnt as terrible as the one tat over-turned.the front of the bus gt bang quite seriously but i think the driver didnt injured much(from my point of view).
i wanna watch 'i m not stupid2'.who wanna watch wif me???going crazy abt this show....
| a simple day. 1:42 PM
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
this is the 2nd time i celebrated chinese new year in singapore but this year was a it different coz i dun spend it wif my own family member.2day before chinese new year i had reunion dinner wif my sis.then the next day wif brendy,wj and james before i went to tampines.we cooked spagetti but it doesnt turn out to be what i tot it is..hehe...a little unsuccessful.need more improvement...
yesterday went to steve and dear dear house...melissa,lynette,lina and chermaine went to steve house too.we met selphie and oz at his house too..chermaine,selphie,oz and steve played mahjong.while the rest of us,sang karaoke...guess what kind of song we sing?we sang english and chinese oldies...they seems like enjoying themselves alot...after that we took cab to dear house...we played ps and comp games..his house is really full of entertainment.even got comics...
today got jmd...yeah..few more days chingay 2006.looking forward to it...happy chinese new year to all my friends in brunei and in singapore.i miss my friends in brunei.this year i am unable to to back coz i dun have much holidays...i really miss the times when we go pai nien together...miss those days...
| a simple day. 12:20 PM
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