Thursday, August 25, 2005
sometimes there are many things that i need to tell 'U' but i jus don know how to say it to u directly.i am afraid if i said that i will be like busybody.sometimes even when i wan to sms u as a friend to give u encouragement or advises on things u do but jus scare that u will misunderstand or anything.well,after the annual talk yesterday,wat i can say is
u are always a good leader in my heart.no one is born to be perfect.all of us do make mistakes and learn from mistakes.u must have confident in urself so that members can put hope on u.there is time to be serious and time to joke around.u have to believe in urself.once u believe that u can do it,u can. no one can replace ur position as a president.make us be prove of u. don look down on urself when pp dont look down on u.
another thing,if it is not becoz we have to rush for the new dance for natsu,we wont have to divide into two groups on sat.so i hope in future,we can get to practise and help to teach the freshees together. and i don hope u say things like 'u go practise and perfect the new dance wif the rest of them.'to me,that word hurt alot coz it will make me thinks that we are very selfish and self-centered.to make things clear,we are NOT.if u wan to learn the new dance,all of us who learn that dance are willing to teach. everyone is the same.noone is much more superior becoz we got learn the new dance.though u are the president but u are also learning. so everyone is the same.u don get selected doesnt mean there is no use learning the dance. learning new dance is an experience...
maybe i say too much so i think i better stop now.i guess u will never read my blog so i never expect anything.but no matter wat,u are always a perfect leader.
| a simple day. 10:10 AM
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
these days were my unlucky day coz i am not suppose to be sick coz last sat was natsu matsuri.if i didnt get sick,i should have enjoy myself alot that night.i got fever on friday evening.how i know?it is becoz i feel warm all over my body during dance practise on friday....last sat,i started coughing like hell.furthermore, i felt very weak too.once i cough, my head aches and stomach pain due to too much coughing.sunday i slept whole day and as for yesterday much better.nvr go see doctor.i guess it is jus not enough sleep ba.
for your information,i have changed my hp number.get it from me if u see me.sometimes i will forget who i gave it to.
for those having exams,next few wks...,ganbatte!!!!
for those having attachments and doing presentations, good luck!!
for those who is sick,i hope that u recover soon(including myself)!!!
| a simple day. 7:01 PM
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
yeah...finally no more meetings for this semenster coz all my presentation has over....next come my test...and exams.actually there are many things that happens around me and i jus don know how to put it.sometimes i dislike the way i am coz i put too much effort and energy in things i do.in the end,i got disappointed when things turns up side down...y cant i achieve my ambition?am i really not suit to be what i wan to be?haiz....
there are many things i wan to say but i am thinking whether to express it or not.maybe this song will express how i feel now.it is by S club7-nvr have a dream come true.
Everybody’s got something, they had to leave behind, One regret from yesterday, that just seems to grow with time, There’s no use looking back, or wondering, (or wondering), How it could be now, or might have been, (or might have been), All this I know, but still I can’t find ways to let you go, I never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I’ve moved on You’ll always be my baby, I never found the words to say You’re the one I think about each day And I know no matter where life takes me toA part of me will always be with you. Somewhere in my memory I’ve lost all sense of time, And tomorrow can never be cause yesterday is all that fills my mind, There’s no use looking back, or wondering (or wondering), How it should be now, or might have been (or might have been), Oh this I know but still I can’t find ways to let you go, I never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I’ve moved on You’ll always be my baby, I never found the words to say You’re the one I think about each day And I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be You’ll always be the dream that fills my head Yes you will, say you will, you know you will oh baby, You’ll always be the one I know I’ll never forget, There’s no use looking back or wondering, (or wondering), Because love is a strange and funny thing, (and funny thing), No matter how I try and try I just can’t say goodbye, no no no no. I never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I’ve moved on You’ll always be my baby, I never found the words to say, (never found the words to say), You’re the one I think about each day, (you’re the one I think about each day), And I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be...A part of me will always be with you, oooohhh.
| a simple day. 4:44 PM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
starting sat,i went to jmd then go meeting at sembawang.then meet brendy at yck station but we got seperated coz both of us at different direction.by the time, we reached marina bay.there were many pp.i nvr knew that there will be a carnival.we were the first to reach marina bay followed by siew and others.poor siew got bullied by us.since it was still early,we got arcade and then go bowling...haha...1st time play..very lau ya.after that we go eat. during eating suddenly got fireworks...so good scenery..haaha....after eating, we planned to walk back to marina bay mrt but we got loss.so we decided to take the bus.siew went over to my place to stay for 1 night.
the nxt day,we went to played badminton near my area.and finally got new bed to sleep.it is a double deck.brendy sleep upstair.
today i miss a lecture coz my alarm clock nvr rings.so i go for the bio class.later supposely i reserve my day for joanne but in the end i cant make it coz it is very late by the time i reach pasir ris and back.later i will be going for jmd practise.now my leg is aching and also hands a bit weak coz long time nvr played badminton and played for few hours.happy birthday,joanne...hope u guys enjoy urself.i am really sori i cant make it.
friends are friends,
nothing can jus end our friendship,
no matter what mistakes u made,
u will be forgiven,
becoz i know friends like u are hard to find.
tml is national day.wish singapore a happy birthday and also joanne.
| a simple day. 3:35 PM
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