Monday, June 20, 2005
recently don know what happen to me.i need a peaceful place to settle down.i don even know what am i thinking.am i too stress?y am i like this?y don i keep everything to myself and choose to suffer rather than make pp worry or suffer?is this a good thing or a bad thing?sometimes i really cant take it but couldnt cry out to release my stress.i jus don wanna see them worry.y m i so soft hearted?cant i be cruel a bit?i told myself i got to be strong.sometimes i feel that i am useless due to some words that she used on me...i really think i don suit to be a nurse....a nurse got to be strong but i am not.i am a weak little girl.sometimes i cant even have my own private time.i hardly have time to cool down and have little peace.sometimes i don even feel like talking coz i am too stresss....the only time i can relax is during jmd but now i hardly have anytime to go jmd...jmd brings me lot of fun..am i stressing myself or i still cant get use to the environment?i really need time to cool down and have my mind clear.
| a simple day. 7:37 PM
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Thursday, June 16, 2005
to update myself,last sat no jmd but we(cat b)went to sentosa.we have alot of fun that day pplaying wif water and joking abt.everyone were so tired that night.sel and jennifer made de sandwiches were great.thanks for the food..it was very nice..long time nvr have so much.
this whole week nvr go jmd coz got attachment.kinda miss jmd.everytime got jmd,i asked brendy how's jmd and stuffs.i only got to go jmd on sat.and the good news is there will be a bbq at dan's house on sat.jmd gathering....yeah.i hope it will be like last time at leon's house.hope it is fun.long time nvr have such gathering.
recently,i encountered a case...from that i found out that,life is jus unpredictable.when it is time to go,u have to go.time doesnt wait for you.you have to go after time.you can see me healthly today but might not see me tomorrow.no matter what,we got to face the fact that every human got to die one day.so treassure ur own life when u are still alive.
| a simple day. 5:19 PM
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
recently busy wif dance...then come out wif JMDS..hehe...hm...wat does jmds stands for?it means jmd school...hehe....all of us in jmd is consider the jmds...we are from jmd and we work as a team..i really have a great time wif jmd pp.jmd pp lights up my life and brings me happiness.i wish that happiness will stay in my sole forever.
especially to someone...i know u treated me jus as a friend but i want to tell you that now i didnt think much.i am happy enough to see you not stress up and glad to see you smile.thats all.all i wan is to see you happy.if you need help you can always look for me.i will be there for you.
| a simple day. 1:09 PM
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