Thursday, December 30, 2004
yesterday supposingly,we will be having or singing grading but don know y suddenly cancelled...i think i am nervous bcoz i don usually wake up so early....(abt 9.30am).later in the afternoon,i met anna and fio at south canteen...eat and chat.after that anna accompanied us to buy books...when we reach the photocopy rm,the guy automatically took 5sets of books and anna was wondering y.then i told her maybe he tot that she is one of SHS student...then next time we should call her 'nurse Anna'...haha..jus kidding...later we went to north canteen waiting for the time to past...and also wait for mei ling and brendy to finished their class...after that when they arrived,some of the dragon boat guys came over to our table and asked us to join dragon boat...i am still considering whether to join or not coz if i join,my schedule will be very very full....after that we went for singing session.leon wasnt prepared as he also tot yesterday will be grading...ok...where am i?...oh ya,kinda very slack...he asked me to sang 'do,re,mi,fa,so,la,ti,to' and back but always cant get it right...after that,singing session finished,we went for jmd...also very slack coz dan isnt around and xm was very busy with the chingay thingy so he told us to practise on our own...i taught stella the formation of the sakura sakura...i scared the way i teach isnt clear but luckily she can pick up very fast.later that night,we went to mac again to have our dinner...eat mac for 2days...so sianz...we all chat chat went home abt 1opm...i reached home abt 11pm...then listen to YES 933 and msg until quite late...i found out me and anna are getting more and more alike....haha....
when u love a person,no matter what he did,it will always brings up a smile on ur face,
u wish to see him/her happy.
when u love a person,no matter how much u hate him/her,u will still forgive him/her,
u will feel very uncomfortable when u see him sad,
when u love a person,u wish to tell him/her the truth,
when u love him/her,u will do anything for him/her.
| a simple day. 10:20 AM
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
well,these days i learned one lesson.i really learn how to appreciate the things and the person around us...when i heard about the disaster,i realised that i should treassure every moment i have and treassure every second.anything may happen tomorrow...my life may be short.things that i want to say i will jus say jus in case tomorrow is my final day.i don care what pp think.i really feel pity for those pp that died coz they cant even celebrate their new year happily....we are consider very fortunate coz we still can live.life isnt as compicated as u think it is....well,i think what everyone is to have a harmony and simple life where it brings a lot of happiness and meanings,rite?then y do some families makes things so complicated?y do they wan to divorce after they marry to their love one?since they got marry,doesnt that mean that they are in love with each other and wish to spend their life forever with each other?for some pp(especially when their beloved one die),they regret doing these coz they dont treassure their relationship when it is jus in front of them...WE SHOULD LEARN TO TREASSURE OUR LOVED ONE COZ WE NEVER KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO THEM IN TOMORROW.i want to tell u that i love you alot...(u should know who u are).
| a simple day. 1:25 PM
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Sunday, December 26, 2004
yesterday we went to anna's house....we were having lots of fun with the kids(anna's cousin).they are really very cute....thanks anna and her mum for preparing the food...it was very delicious...long time i didnt have so much fun and the feeling of togetherness....especially gathering that can bring up joy and fun...i was enjoying myself in serving the net(blogging),talking to fio and also the most funniest thing is brendy got bullied by me and fio coz while she was blogging,we correct her grammar....haha...after that,it was mei ling's turn to blog but she blogged half way.she was supposed to play monopoly with anna and her cousins but i took over....long time didnt play monopoly so got a bit of lagging....after that we went down the RC to play 'kiddy games' and i won some snacks..haha...after that,we went to the near by playground to pplay and took some pics....no long sfter,we played with the 'kiddy stuffs'that anna dad's gave us....so fun..we blowed balloon and mine was the biggest but the first to burst....so sad...i really enjoy myself...this is the day where i feel like i am jus a kid....very childish but very fun...after that we went home abt 10.35pm...when i reached home,i got nag by my sis again...as usual...she said she don get to see me since christmas eve till christmas day...well,i jus did my thing and let her nag as much as she could...i don really care much coz i told her before that i wouldnt be at home during christmas eve and christmas day...today i woke up quite late..abt 11.30am...and then stay at home the whole day watching tv.....4more days to new year le....waiting for that day to come....
| a simple day. 4:25 PM
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
yesterday was christmas eve.we(fio,meiling,brendy,yick siew and me)went to orchard.we were supposed to spend our christmas at city hall but in the end,dont know y,we went to orchard...so so many pp...we were squeezing with the rest of the pp near the mrt station(don know what's the name).before that when after we ate at taka( kfc),we took some pic with the big and beautiful x-mas tree....after that when we reached the place(don know wat the name),brendy got lost.we got seperated coz too many pp.i had a hard time looking for her though we contact thru phone.i think it is becoz the way she describe the location ba....i went all the way round looking for her...but so sad we went home before countdown coz brendy was quite tired...so sad she cant get to see her idol,jj...jj performered after countdown.we had a lot of fun playing with the spray.after i reached home,i started to cal my friends saying 'merry chritmas'.i started calling from 11.30pm till 12.30am...so siau.....luckily i got to call 'him'when the mid-nite strike....this is the 1st time i spend my x-mas with my friends in singapore....but so sad i can t spend my x-mas with u...;p.
| a simple day. 6:07 PM
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
yesterday i went to school for jmd from 5pm to 9pm.we were having alot of fun.i learned the formation of the sakura sakura and also practise dancing singapore undo and doreamon(girls vs guys).after that later at night,we did some sliding and hip hop.as for hip hop,were did it in a row but danny and suya gave some comments.to suya and danny,i am glad that u tell me honestly that i am quite a slow learner.at least now,i know where i stand and also i need more improvement.i will ganbatte de...i will do the best that i can.to
dan:i will try not letting my own personal problem effect my dance.later after jmd session,on my way home,i had a big quarrel with my sis over a small matter but maybe to her it isnt a small matter.while she was scolding, i kept quiet.keeping quiet also got wrong ma???i jus don wan to make the quarrel even worst coz i know even if i quarrel with her,she will never listen and also i am always the one who lose in the quarrel.i already tried to be very very patience with her le...she asked me do this and that,i never complained or reject her and she scold me in return(over a small thing)!!.scold me jus like as if i have no feeling de...keep on scolding for 20min and finally i cant stand it anymore...my eyes were wet but tears werent falling down while i talked to brendy abt it.but when i talked to someone over the phone,tears started falling down.i tried not to cry while talking to 'u' abt it but somehow tears ran down my face.anyway,thanks for all ur advises and also being there for me.
chirstmas day is coming.i am here to wish all the pp out there a 'merry christmas'.may all ur wishes come true.my wish for this yr didnt come true but i will keep on waiting for miracle to exist.hope u guys enjoy ur christmas.
| a simple day. 3:11 PM
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Monday, December 20, 2004
today at first i am planning to stay at home and have a nice rest at home but in the end i went to yishun,north point to watch my friend(yen hua) performing.they sang in a group so fantastic,man.they sang very well.actually she came to singapore for vacation but in the end her cousin from NUS asked to join the choir.after that,we went to yoshinoya eat lunch.very expensive....after that she got to go leaving me and yick siew shop around yishun.there is a pasar malam at yishun so we jus go there walk walk but in the end i bought kinda lot of thing.i am wasting money again...;(.i spend quite alot today...after that we went to lot 1 and shop around.she was rushing home so i went to cck library to update my blog...here am i.everyone is at school now except for SHS student.so sianz...feel like going back to school again.
| a simple day. 5:52 PM
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Sunday, December 19, 2004
in the morning(yesterday),i went to jmd.danny and xiang ming were late so wendy told us to do some warming up before they arrived.i was very blur coz i slept quite late the night before.i cant even differenciate which is left and which is right while doing warming up.after abt an half and hr,dan arrived looking very angry.he told us to do warming up once again.after that we(girls)danced the yukata version of singapore undo with the fan...it is really different when holding a fan.after taking 5mins break,we started learning the happie version of singapore undo.i was a very slow learner but i tried my very best to catch up fast coz i dont want everyone to repeat the dance again and again becoz of me.i will feel very bad for that.there is one part of the dance where we need to throw the 'pop pop' up,i dont dare to throw coz i scare i will hit u(dan).for
jmd guys,u all have to jia you and practise more in the throwing part coz it isnt as easy as u think it is. well,to
dan,i admit that my own weakness is not enough confident.i will try my very very best to have more confident in myself.to
selphie,though we didnt talk much at jmd,i always treat u as part of my friend.hhope i will get to know u better.
in the afternoon after jmd,we(brendy,anna,yick siew)went to sentosa.jean supposely was joining us too but she said the weather not good so she decided to go home.well,at first i was very sian sian like that(i think too much),but when they started playing fribee(don kno how to spell)with anna and brendy,my mood startd to change.sori anna,brendy and siew coz i wasnt in a mood due to something but i really enjoyed myself with taking of pic and playing with sand and water(though we didnt get wet).i feel much more relax...we went out of sentosa abt 7pm then go harbour front eat mac...at first i planned to eat kfc but no kfc so eat mac lo.not long after,my sis bf called me up and asked me to 'ta pau' mee for him.then when brendy knew abt it,she said it is very strange lo coz he got hands and legs and why cant he go down buy himself.then i said maybe they havent arrived home yet.then when i reached home,they already reached home.i think i am jus like a maid to her coz she is jus like commanding us do this and do that. brendy also cant stand my sis attitude.well,what can we do?we stayed in the same appartment so we have to bear with it.
| a simple day. 3:17 PM
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Friday, December 17, 2004
yesterday i finally finished the puzzle that i plan to give him.today i passed it to him and was very happy when i saw him.not long after i received a msg from him and he makes things very clear to me.well,after receiving the msg,i don know what to say.i am glad that he makes things very clear for me.but i am quite sad coz in my mind,i thought maybe if i did something for him and he might be touched of what i did but in the end it is all spoilt.i am kinda moody today.i dont know why i become so crazy for him.should i waste so much effort and time on you again???if u think we can only be friends then u just treated me as a friend lo but u cant stop me from doing things for u coz i think i really into u already.maybe i still cant except the fact that we had already break but i am trying my very best to except it.how long does it takes to forget abt a person who u really love?well,i don know coz it took two yrs for me to forget a guy that i admire for 3yrs.maybe i am those kind of pp that wont give up so easily.you may not read my blog but i wanted to let u know that though u treat me jus as a friend but i treated u more than jus a friend.you may not know what will happen to me tomorrow.i may die tomorrow so whatever i gave you,u jus accept it though u said u dont deserve it.no matter what outcome is it,i still think that u are the best.sometimes i do think that i am very stupid but to me,doing things and spending so much time and effort for the one you love is really worth it.
| a simple day. 1:56 PM
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Wednesday, December 15, 2004
life can be long or short...we can never know what will happen to us tomorrow.neither we can predict the future.i realised that we should treassure every single friends and family that we have no matter how much u dislike or hate the person.life can be much more meaningful is the misunderstanding is not there.life can also be meaningful if there is less quarrel.from now on,we should just do what we want to do like when u miss ur family,u jus tell them u miss them.don be afraid that it will increase ur phone bill or anything.telling them that u miss them brings a lot of meaning to them(though they may not tell).i really should learn a lesson from this.
especially to all my friends out there,i will treassure every moment that we have together coz i might not know what will happen to myself tomorrow...
especially to jmd pp,since i joined jmd.u all brighten up my life.i have never been in dancing field before.all these time,i have been invlving myself in games like badminton,volleyball,basketball,etc but ever since i joined jmd,u guys change my life.i really have to thanks u guys for teaching me how to dance especially to danny,arina,zat,suya,xiang ming and couldnt forget one more person which is jae.i might be very blurring and stubborn at times but thanks for being so patience.i really glad to know u guys.
especially to cat A and cat B pp,i may not talk to some of u guys but to me,u are always my friends...friendship starts andwill never ends.now i am trying my best to talk to every pp in jmd so that we get to know each other much better and also get to know what kind of pp i am so that i can change.for those cat B who is kinda close to me,i am very gladful that i found u all coz u all have been so patience listening to my problems and also thanks for all those advises u all have given me.
especially to nn group,i am glad that i know u guys.i really feel happy together with u all.i will always remember our days together.i really have to thanks u all for supporting me all the time.thanks for been there for me.
especially to my ko(tse hong),i am really gladful that i know u coz u are always there advising me when i am sad.i am really glad to have a brother like u.
especially to m6,i feel that i am very fortunate to know u guys coz u all really are my true friend.i will never forget our m6 days.we ate streamboat together and took the pics.i cant forget those moment.it is very sweet and we are jus like family.
especially to my parents,i really miss u.though u may not see this blog but i want to tell my mama,papa and my grandma that i really miss u all at brunei.i love u all.thanks mama for training me to be such a disipline girl and thanks papa for teaching me that i have to be patience in whatever i do and thanks my grandma for taking care of me since i am born.
lastly especially to the one who really means a lot to me,though we are not together anymore,i wanted to tell u that u really mean a lot to me.to me,u are always who u are no matter how much u change and how many pp dislike u,u are still the same to me.jus be urself.u make me found the happiness taht i never had before..maybe i really expect to much from u le.,and ending up to be like this.though being with u,i feel the happiness but u seems to be not happy so now i hope u can find ur happiness when the time comes.everything takes time.i jus wanna tell u that i choose to trust and believe in u.i cant forget those days we had together.
| a simple day. 2:43 PM
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Monday, December 13, 2004
yesterday i went to zoo with yick siew and brendy.siew got free ticket for maximum of 4 pp...i tried to find another person to go but no one can make it....i am suppose to meet siew at 12noon but she was late abt 1o min...after that we went to amk kfc eat for abt 1 hr(i guess).then we took bus 138 to zoo...when ran across the road jus to chase the bus but when we reached the bus stop the bus went off...we were so excited...when we reached the zoo,it was a fine weather but when we ere half way..it started to rain heavily...i saw a cobra eating a smaller snake...so 'er sing'.then when the rain isnt that heavy,we carry on with our way.the three of us walk under the rain.siew brought umbrella but it can only use for 2 person then we all decided to go under the rain together....after we finished,we went to eat kfc again....we chit chat abit and was talking abt fortune telling machine....we are getting into that topic le...then we took bus 927 to cck then play the fortune telling machine...we were so 'siao'...but while we were playing,an aunt came over and wanteed to play also...so cute.i tot no one will believe in the fortune telling.then we help the aunt to translate to chinese...then we went home...
| a simple day. 10:50 AM
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Saturday, December 11, 2004
hm...iet me re-cap what i have done....haha..i didnt really remember.i jus remember that i went for jmd then do somme practise with mei ling at school.and i did something that i really feel bad after i did that....i really feel bad after i did that.i thought of many many things these fews days but i think i think too much le....haha....suddenly i felt that cat a and cat b are interacting with each other quite well....i am happy to see that...but i am sori if i did say or do something wrong to some of you...i really need to aplogize....last night i had a quarrel with my sis again...haiz...don mention le....she makes me wanna cry and wanted to throw my phgone on the floor ....but luckily i dont coz i loves my phone very much....i spend a lot to buy that phone....hm...wat else can i say?oh ya....i realise that i am drifting away from the nn group...i dont know y....
| a simple day. 11:17 PM
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
last saturday was my grading...everyone was so nervous but i don know y i have no feeling....i was the last few.brendy and fio were the first few coz they have something on...i did quite badly coz i dance wrongly but i manage to pass la..we finished at abt 3+,then we go ang mo kio eat our dinner...haha...suppose to be lunch la..after that i went home planning to study my socio but no mood to study...in the end,watch movie with brendy...
on sunday,i slept till quite late..dunno wat time.then later that afternoon,i went to lot 1 and see leon performed..wah,he is great...he sang so naturally...unlike other contestants.his whole family was there to support him and also cant forget his gf,del del,was there too...after leon performed,we(jmd pp)went to lot 1 and shop around...there is something i really wan to buy but in the end i didnt buy...i was moody that day coz i think i am worried abt my socio supp paper on monday..after having dinner with cindy,we went home but i still didnt really study for my socio...haha..
monday,in the morning,i had my supp paper...the paper was quite easy but it is jus that i didnt really study so it ended up to be difficult for me. some of the mcq was repeated.i jus simply write something for the short answer questions.after i finished i went to look for ann and yan ni at level 5 waiting for joanne..after that we went to north canteen..not long after that,i went to meet anna and brendy.we went to Zat's house together...when i reached tampines,jean was there waiting for us...afther that we go meet Zat there all.when we reached Zat house,xiang ming they all started to paly ps2 first then i slowly join in....we were having so much fun fighting...haha..in ps2 la...not in real life...after about 2+(i think),we eat together at the dining table while watching the disney show...i like mickey mouse...so cute.the show was so funny,especially when donald duck dont dare to fight.donald duck became a chicken...haha...can u imagine that?the ending was so romantic...mickey with minie,donald with daisy and goofy with the cow(don know wats the name).after eating,we played ps2 again...this time,we played P.O.T.steve and selphie one team and me and xiang ming one team.this is the 1st time i played P.O.T but in the end me and xiang ming won...really cant believe...we(anna,brendy and i)went home quite early coz we leave quite far from tampiness...so ke si...we reached home abt 10pm coz we dropped by yishun a while to see comic books.
tuesday,i stayed a home whole day..i went to chinatown with my sis...at first planning to go online but in the end returned home...
today,i went to jmd practise...only brendy,anna,selpie,oz,me,xiang ming and danny...danny and xiang ming taught us the correct way of dancing singapore undo,doremon and put them up...b4 that we do the warming up together...we were told to do a very 'kau nan do' de warming up...almost can stetch the whole body...haiz...do know wat happen to xiang ming today coz he either call oz or frank as steve...haha...maybe he miss steve too much ba..haha...later i plan to shop around for christmas gift with brendy....hm...where can i buy a glass bottle?
my chritmas gift for this yr is i wish....i wish.... i wish.....haha....cannot tell.if say already,my wish will not come true...but i really wish my chritmas wish will come true.....
| a simple day. 1:48 PM
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